Thursday, January 03, 2008

My best friends' wedding

The long-awaited wedding of two of my best buddies from Canberra - Steven and Yuen Peng!

It was held in my church, KL Wesley Methodist.. pretty right?

This is the OCF Canberra bunch... I only know 2/3 of them.. quite a few first year students whom I've never met till that day!


This is the candid shot of the bride & groom with the best man (Douglas), and the bridesmaids (Magdalene & Me!).


I must say that the photographer, Greg was really good! Love this photo!


Haha.. they got a 'sabo' during the dinner for this! We (i.e. crazy OCFers) were not satisfied with this kiss at all! No No No... hahaa.. too bad I don't have the photos for our 'sabo'... yet... will post it up when I get my hands on that photo CD!


Happy couple walking out after the ceremony!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Tragedy...

Been a very busy week, but I'll update about that later.

Yesterday, I found out that one of my Uni friends was swept away by a wave in Queensland after helping a young woman to safety last week. It's been about a week now and they've still have not found him. Everyone is caught in a limbo between wanting to accept reality as it seems & holding on for a glimpse of hope.

The latest news I got was this newspaper clip:

Honestly, I don't know what to pray for. Perhaps for some closure to this incident?

We're all still hoping for his survival... God willing.

Friday, November 30, 2007

back in KL

Am back home! Lovely dinner with Jaclyn, Mag, Samuel, Karen & Dewi at some Jap restaurant last night in Singapore. Didn't sleep till close to 2:30am? Chatting with Dewi when I stayed over her place. Amazing how we've not seen each other for 2 years now, and yet we could just sort of pick up where we left off & continue on from there... Reckon that's a mark of the foundations of our friendship...? Or maybe it's just cos Dewi is just so friendly & open? =)

Had a swim after arriving home today.. and reckon it's just about time to crash into bed. Wonder how my bed feels like now? haha.. btw, I'm adjusting to the oily food back here after 5 months of quite healthy eating in Perth.. will I survive?!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

leaving on a jet plane...

Leaving Perth in a few more hours.. well, at least another 14 hours really.. hehe.. can't wait to meet up with my friends in Singapore - Dewi, Jaclyn, Mag, Sam & Karen. It feels just like yesterday since I said goodbye to them in June (except Dewi whom I last saw in 2004?).

Went shopping today... really happy with a certain purchase (won't tell you what it is! haha..), but also found out that I am such an impulsive shopper! Basically, I bought something that I regret buying (pink & white body wash, lotion & soap set.. what am I gonna do with it?!) ... In the end I sold it to Jonathan to be given as a secret gift for his workplace's "Secret Santa" thingy. Haha... geez...

Been packing, but still unsure whether I got all that I need to go home? Haha.. oh well, hopefully I don't find out I left some important document behind when I get back to KL. I wonder how my parents will look like now that they've been exercising regularly to prepare for their Mount KK climb next year.. haha...! Oh, and what about Esther PopZ? Hahaha.. maybe lost weight from her SPM stress? kakaka... Yo Popz, I know you're reading this!:P And Bobby!! My soft toy! Eh PopZ, you better make sure he's in good shape (i.e. his nose is still intact) before I get back!!

It's all rather surreal now... it really feels like I just got here yesterday! But I'm sure it'd be an exciting summer back home! Malaysia... here I come!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Fremantle Trip

1st time at Fremantle yesterday with the girls - Esther K, Radha, Connie & Spring. Trying to make a slideshow of the photos... hope it works!


Newsletter #2

Dear friends,

In this issue, I will introduce you to some people I spend time with apart from the OCF students. Also top on the news are my plans for this summer!

My housemates!

Jonathan and Soong Leng have been very generous to provide me with rental-free accommodation. We generally have dinners together, though I must add that I get the better part of the deal, cooking only once a week! I assure you that there has not been any food poisoning due to my cooking skills (or lack thereof)! Thank God!

My mentors!

Believe it or not, I have 3 mentors! Pastor Max, one of the pastors of Subiaco Church of Christ which I’m part of, and his wife Aunt Patsy are my ministry mentors, primarily to mentor me on my work with OCF and studies at Bible College. So when I need advice tackling a certain theological or ministry issue, they are there for me! We meet up fortnightly to talk about things and pray. Aren’t they a lovely couple?

My other mentor is Angel, an ex-OCFer who has heaps of experience and a contagious love for the gospel, so it’s great to “pick” her brains and be infected! We meet up fortnightly, sharing about other aspects of life and to pray. She’s a ball of energy and it’s always fun hanging out with her. She and her husband, Ivan are planning a 6-month mission trip next year, so please pray for them as they get that organised!

My boyfriend!

David is also an ex-OCFer who is currently training to be a medical General Practitioner. He is Jonathan’s younger brother (note the resemblance?) and is still actively involved with OCF, discipling some of the guys. I get great advice from him about ministry in OCF, so I suppose you could classify him as one of my mentors too! We generally meet up on the weekends, catching Australian idol on TV, jog around Matilda Bay and pray together!

My Subicare Bible Study Group!

(Soong Peng's birthday celebration)

It’s great to have a Bible study group outside of OCF where I can get “spiritual feeding” from. Guess what? I’m one of the youngest! Everyone in the group is either a working adult, or a “professional student”. We’re studying the book of Esther now and it’s very encouraging to trace God’s providence all throughout the story!

Bible College – Baptist Theological College

(Gael, my group mate)

One of the good things about assignments so far is that I get to read some of my own personal collection of books which I’ve yet to read. I’m also absolutely delirious about the 20,000 volume of books in my library. The bookworm in me is getting very hungry!


However, I got some REALLY good advice from a friend recently about balancing studies and work with OCF: “…the books are probably going to stay put on the library shelf for a while but lives are passing you by, so don't waste the opportunities given you.” WOW! Told you it was good advice!

Recent interesting assignments:
  • Feminist Theology – Is God really male?
  • Christian Ethics: Homosexuality – What does the Bible say about homosexuals?

Sermon illustrations have been occupying my mind. Trying to make everything into a sermon illustration, e.g. visit to the dentist – it’s about pain in the present, but relief in the end! Reckon I could (mis)use my new found inclination as a threat too – “Don’t irritate me else I’ll talk about YOU in my sermon illustration!” Now don’t you think that’s POWER?!

Exams are over now (YAY!), hoping to take the summer break to mull over some things I’ve learnt in class – especially the stuff about postmodernism and how that affects our theology and evangelism.

Ministry with OCF – OCF Murdoch

(Students enjoying themselves)

Mainly meeting up with my disciples (2 of them) these past weeks. Making it a point to meet up with one student leader each week to get to know them better and provide an avenue of support for them. Figured students don’t necessarily come to me even if they have problems, so why not I take the first step and go to them instead?

Some demographics about the centre:

  • ~ 18 regulars - 5 boys, 13 girls
  • ~ 80% from Singapore, rest from Malaysia
  • ~ 50% veterinary science students; other courses: Education, Media, Commerce etc.
  • 3 Bible study groups, 1 Discovery group for non-Christians (which had only 1 attendee who came for 1 study this semester). Let’s persevere in prayer!
  • 4 graduates in 2007, 7 by end of 2008: meaning we’ve got to step up our recruitment of freshies next semester! Pronto!

Been thinking about how I’m contributing to the centre and whether I’m suitable for this? It’s so easy (and I confess to still doing it) to assess my worth by the things that I’ve done or not done. Perhaps I have the “Martha” syndrome?

Summer plans

I’m going home! Busy 1st week back – wedding preparation of Steven and Yuen Peng – 2 of my best buddies! First time as a bridesmaid! Horror thought: what if I trip over the train of the bride’s gown?! Having some friends over at my place, so got to get the house organised!

Christmas celebration! Time to reflect on the wonder of God taking on human flesh to be born as a helpless little baby! Oh yes, if you’re intending to give gifts, why not check out this website (www.usefulgifts.org) about giving gifts that can help the poor?

Considering a little “pet project” whilst in KL – to visit Christian Fellowships in the pre-university colleges to tell them about OCF if they have students coming to Australia. Looking to get in touch with FES. Hmm… do you think that would work?

There’d be a handful of OCFers in KL for the holidays too, so will try to meet up with some of them. Summer Bible Studies anyone? There’s also the upcoming IDP pre-departure talk, which is a great way to meet students eager to go overseas for the first time.

I’m planning to apply for an Australian PR (Permanent Residency). Found out that the visa conditions now are favourable for me (thank God!) and God willing, I’ll be able to get that organised. Of course, there’s lots of catching up to do with friends and family!

Praise and Thanksgiving Points:

  1. For surviving the semester at College!
  2. Answered prayer of increased dependence on God!
  3. Generally successful in building relationships with the students.

Prayer Points:

  1. Orientation program next year for the new students.
  2. Networking project with the Christian Fellowships in KL.
  3. Time to start fund-raising again. Pray that I’ll speak to the right people who will be willing to financially support my work here with the students.
  4. For all my summer plans!
  5. That my spiritual disciplines won’t go on holiday during the holidays!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

I love spreadsheets!

Semi-productive day today. Went down to Mandurah with David cos he wanted to look at the potential place he's renting for his 6-months placement there next year. Then was given assignment by him to design a spreadsheet so that he could use to calculate loan repayments and stuff. WaaaaAaaH! Free actuarial consultation ah? Oklah, that can hardly be considered an actuarial type job... any finance graduate would be able to do it too! =)

So.. guess what have I been working on the whole day now? Yes! Toiling at that spreadsheet! Oh, but I just love them spreadsheets though.. hehe.. and it's good exercise for my lazy brain, and to recall all those formulae...! What a DELIGHT! Ok, you must think I'm a nutcase by now... oh well, can't please everybody! =)

Monday, November 19, 2007

old friends...

It's been great catching up with old friends the past few days... never once face to face! Been chatting to YP, Julynn & Ernie boy over the phone (thank God for Optus Free Minutes!), and got a pleasant e-mail from Sen Mee, my former supervisor from Prudential. Ah.. just brings back such nice memories...!!

On the same note about old friends.. was browsing through friendster, and came across two of my closest friends in primary & secondary school. I've not seen or talked to them for years now, but suddenly my heart is just aching for them, aching especially for them to know the Lord. Read their blogs - A's blog gives a hint that she is deeply troubled.. while B's blog gives a glimpse that he's trying to figure out what this life is about, amidst the wonderful time he's having.

Will you please pray with me for them? I don't know when or how, but please pray for their salvation. Thanks.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Watched "Anne of Green Gables - the sequel" last night after my exams until 3:30am. Pheww! What a movie! Anne is just such a hilarious character... and quite a "drama queen" too. Really love it... I think most girls would love it... hahaha...

So only woke up at about 10:30am today... it's the latest I've slept till so far in the semester! Am generally a morning person and get woken up easily when there's sunlight. But since I've drawn the curtains, was able to sleep through all that! hehee...

Been busy writing my newsletter, which will be sent out shortly.. after I get a few more photos to put in... and then it's packing up to go home for the summer! how time flies.. 5 months has passed by just like that!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Freedom!

Itchy hands... just had to mess around with my blog layout! Haha.. well I suppose not much has been done.. I'm really bad at this sort of stuff..

Anyway, I'm pleased to announce that I have finished my exams! Whooopie!! Freedom! Now i can read all the OTHER books in the library that I've always wanted to. (DOPE!).. Ahh... a real bookworm huh...

But first up... I need to clean up this mess in my room! Busy day tomorrow!


Oh Zechariah...!!

ohhh! I'm not sure whether I'm panicking, or just a little tired of preparing for the exam.. Why is the book of Zechariah so long?!!!! Hahaha.. haihh.. see-lah, that's what I get when I do things so last minute...

okok.. persevere... persevere... now join me in my chant:
"Zechariah is part of the word of God... so I need to learn it!"
"Zechariah is part of the word of God... so I need to learn it!"
"Zechariah is part of the word of God... so I need to learn it!"
"Zechariah is part of the word of God... so I need to learn it!"
"Zechariah is part of the word of God... so I need to learn it!"
"Zechariah is part of the word of God... so I need to learn it!"
"Zechariah is part of the word of God... so I need to learn it!"

Ok, I'm convinced now.. I think!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Some random pics...

This was taken on the last night of the OCF Murdoch Local Committee (LC) Retreat. Having gourmet pizzas at.. I can't remember the name of the place now. Hahaa.. Those two pizzas are DESSERT pizzas.. Pecan and Mud chocolate or something like that.. oOooooo.. yum..! This pic is gonna feature in my next newsletter as well! Haha..



My birthday dinner at Matsuri Japanese Restaurant. Yummm... sashimi...



Subi Bible Study Group. A "surprise" birthday song & "cake" (its actually just fruits in the tupperware.. but looks like a fruit cake from afar.. hehee..) for Soong Peng! This will feature in my newsletter too!


That's it for now.. I really should be studying!

one more to go!

Yay! Just finished my New Testament exam... left 15 minutes earlier too because I had already finished writing what I had prepared to write. Gotta prepare for my next and last paper tomorrow - Old Testament! Aiks!

Can't wait to finish the next exam so I can watch Anne of Green Gables.. hehehe.. love it love it love it!

Geez.. its still sooooo hot here... ahhhh.. dreaming of a jacuzzi..

Monday, November 12, 2007

Glad I'm indoors!

Hot hot hot! Max 38 degrees in Perth today. WOooo!
One good thing - my laundry is sure to dry in no time. Yaay!
Oh another good thing - its just too hot to sleep on my bed in the daytime.. so there is less incentive to sleep and more to stay awake to study! .. that's if I don't keep getting distracted by everything else... like blogging.. DOPE!

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Yaay.. ! I finished the 5 questions I was supposed to do. Haha.. I'm ready for a night of dancing!! =P

If I don't... then...

oh boy.. i'm soooo slack!! Slept half the day away yesterday, and for the hours when I was awake, basically did nothing productive!

My exam paper is still half empty, and I still can't get the motivation I need.. haiyahh.. keep giving the excuse that I worked so hard during the semester, and now I'm just recovering.. haha.. yeah right, more like hibernating than recovering..!

well, here's my resolution for the day: to finish 5 short answer questions to my Old Testament exam before 5pm, otherwise I cannot watch "So You Think You Can Dance" tonight. Ah!!

So cruel!!!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Aust idol & flies...

Yaaaayy....!! Finally Marty Simpson is out of Aust Idol!! Just can't understand how he's lasted this long... "outliving" Ben McKenzie & Tarisai Vushe! Like Dicko said, he's "as resilient as a cockroach"!

Thoroughly enjoyed Guy Sebastian's performance last night. Phoo! If the final 3 can pull half of what he did, they'd get a touchdown for sure!

Its the time of the year when the people here in Perth get friendly. You can barely walk down the street without seeing someone waving.. ;) .. waving the flies away that is... hahaa.. yes its fly season.. ah!!

Hmm.. need to be cautious now.. can't laugh too much else I'd be having some fly for dessert!

Monday, November 05, 2007

a day's work

Tiring day...

Put in the finishing touches to the Bible study on Esther 6 which I'm rostered to lead tomorrow at my Subi BS group. I'm really loving the book of Esther... Having done 1 assignment, 1 sermon and BS on the 1st 5 chapters so far, I realise there is just HEAPS to learn from it.

Although the whole book does not mention the word 'God', the book is just dripping with God' s fingerprints of providence. It really is encouraging to be reminded that God continues to work despite obvious disaster (e.g. the announcement of the annihilation of the Jews), and how God uses the most ordinary of people to work for his purposes (e.g. Esther, before made queen, was merely an orphaned, Jewish girl.. all 3 not-so-favourable characteristics in a foreign land). Not to mention the encouragement (when applied to OCF) that God can raise up others to do his work when there seems to be no one to continue the leadership (cf Esther 4: 14).

Anyway....

Met up with 2 girls at Murdoch Uni to catch up.. its great to just be able to chat and then pray together. I reckon I'd do more of this next year too.. hopefully it won't be just empty resolutions!

OCF Committee meeting has been cancelled tonight, which means I get to catch Guy Sebastian performing in the Aust Idol results show tonight! Whooopieee! Providence! =P Oops.. okok, bad example.. =P

I wonder how some of my Canberran friends are doing.. haven't called them for a while.. hmm...

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Meaningful prezzies!

Semester at Bible College is over! Exams are up in two weeks, but am not too stressed about that cos I am given the exam questions beforehand! Muahahahaa...

Actually, its making me even slacker (is there such a word?!). Just can't get the discipline to sit down and write out the answers to the questions.. haiyah!!!

Anyway, I found this really cool way of giving presents that are meaningful. You know how we often give people gifts that they don't really need and it just ends up as clutter in their house? Well, TEAR Australia came up with "Useful Gifts" - buying a "gift" that will go to helping the poor around the world.

What happens is that if say you buy a "goat" which costs $X -> this $X will go as a tax-deductible donation to one of their partner organisations in some poor country, which will use that $ to provide a goat for the family taking part in their projects etc. What the buyer will receive is a GIFT CARD with some information about the gift, which you can then send to the person you want to give the gift to.

How cool is that?!

Check it out at:
www.usefulgifts.org

and make giving gifts a meaningful (& not wasteful) thing this Christmas!!

Matt 25:37-40:

"Then the righteous will answer him, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?'

"The King will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.'

Sunday, October 21, 2007

1 blue bottle left!

Well well well.. what a hectic week that has passed!

1 workshop, 3 assignments, 1 tutorial presentation, and 1 Discovery group to lead! Phew! Thank God I'm still sane!

Explains why I slept so much whole day yesterday.. didn't get up till almost 10am, went back to sleep slightly after breakfast, and after lunch, and went to bed at 10:30pm! hahaa... how i love just not needing to do anything but relax!

I must confess that I skipped one 3-hour lecture this week - Old Testament unit on Job & Ecclesiastes.. felt bad, but was struggling to finish up my 3000 word essay.. which I managed to pull through with only 2600 words. Oh well..

Workshop for the OCF local committee didn't go as well as wanted to, was rather nervous and ranted off at top speed!

Tutorial presentation - was on the topic of "feminist theology".. really interesting though.. key lesson learnt is that we can be so influenced by our culture, tradition, even our gender in the way we theologise about things.. so that's something we all need to be careful when we read the Bible! Sure got me thinking about "hmm.. is God really male?" .. what do YOU think?

Discovery Group - was ask to do it for the "Combined WA Bible Study" where all 3 centres came together. Didn't know any of the members of that group cos they were all from OCF Curtin, so thought it might be a good idea to do "The Bible Overview" presentation. Thought it went alright, as I had prepared & expected, but got feedback that while it was good, it was still boring, cos it doesn't really excite people, especially the non-Christians.

Hmm.. been chewing on that feedback for 2 days now.. and will have to chew on it somemore! Anyway, don't think I can solve that in a jiffy, but will definitely be thinking & praying about it more!

Oh yes, what happened to my sermon? It was on the book of Esther, and it was for my "Preaching to Dummies" class. Generally got good feedback, with the constructive criticism being "Stay away from your notes!" Yeah, I tend to keep looking at my notes when I'm nervous.. but I suppose with more practice, I should be able to steer clear of them and be more natural! But being able to just practise giving a sermon in front of class gave me some confidence, especially in front of an Aussie audience! hahaa...

Anyway, there was a part where I used some Cantonese phrases, and that had a double effect! I said "Sei Lah! Sei Lah!", meaning "Die, I'm going to Die" (in the context of the expression Asian students usually use when they're stressed with 4 assignments due in a week) .... Firstly, one of the ladies had worked in Hong Kong for 10 years, and she knew exactly what I was saying! So she laughed soOooo loud cos it reminded her of the students who had stayed in the unit below hers!

Secondly, for those who didn't understand, it was like an "attention grabber".. cos they were like going.. "WHAT?!" and all paid attention to listen to my explanation after that. Hahaha.. coolz... looks like slipping in some words from a different language can be a potentially helpful tactic!!

OK, back to my last and final assignment!!! Onward Christian Soldier!!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Newsletter #1

My first newsletter.. a summary of what you would have read in my blog so far.. (I think!). If you want to receive my future newsletters through e-mail, please let me know!
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Dear friends,

This is my first newsletter and I have heaps to tell you! It has been 4 months since my information session and commissioning in KL, arriving in Perth, studying at Bible College and getting into the swing of the OCF WA traineeship. It sure has been both exciting and exhausting!

Partnership with home church

It was great to have Pastor Andrew Tan, the senior pastor of my church (KL Wesley Methodist Church) to commission me for my stint here in Perth. It really is a comfort to know that my church is partnering me in my journey here and that I am not alone! The missions committee has also generously contributed a lump sum of money. Praise God for a supportive church back home!


Prayer during my commissioning

Settling down in Perth

Coming back to Australia hasn’t been TOO hard! Perth is a lovely city and the people here are friendly. Plus I’ve got my own car to move around, what more can you ask for?

More news (and pictures!) of my kind landlords and housemates, Jonathan and Soong Leng in a later issue!

Bible College – Baptist Theological College

I love every minute of Bible College! The college’s motto is “Think, Do, Become” – Think what you’ve never thought, Do what you’ve never done, Become who you’ve never been. Pretty stimulating don’t you think?

There is a good mix of “theory” (e.g. lectures and assignments) and “practical” stuff to learn (my “Preaching for Dummies” class is absolutely fantastic!) to integrate our heads, hearts and hands. Every Wednesday, we have a time devoted to accountability groups, practical ministry, community worship and lunch (which we take turns cooking in groups). I’m due to give a sermon at class next week, so though I’m having the jitter bugs, I’m also really looking forward to it!

A prayer point would be – that I make good friends at College! I’m slowly getting to know the students and building relationships with them, so that’s still in progress! Really appreciate the encouragement and constructive criticism that I can receive from both lecturers and students. After all, all candy-floss and no meat make one still hungry!

WA Winter Camp 2007

My first assignment with OCF was to attend the 5D4N Winter Camp, organised by the 3 OCF centres. It was a ball of a time, with a good turnout, heaps of fun as well as godly teaching. Talent night has always been hilarious, and this year was no exception. Just shows how Uni students are wired by God – creatively crazy! The theme was “God’s Will” with the theme verse being Proverbs 16:9 "In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps."

Much to my delight, I had a surprise task awaiting me – to help out in the special group for the non-Christian campers (a fantastic FOUR of them – all girls)! The group was led by an OCFer, while I was more an assistant to her. I was really excited to see how some of the girls began with zero knowledge of Christianity and ended up hearing the gospel about Jesus’ rescue mission for humanity. Thank God for the opportunity to be able to share the gospel with them!


Ministry with OCF – OCF Murdoch

I’ve been assigned to work specifically with one OCF centre out of the three – OCF Murdoch. For the first 2 months, I spent most of my time getting to know the students and easing in to the way things are done around here. Specifically, I attended their committee meetings, prayer meetings, Bible study leaders meetings, Friday night meetings… Phew! Perhaps one too many meetings!

Now that they’re more comfortable with me (and vice versa!), I have also started discipling 2 girls, meeting them once a week/fortnight to go through the OCF WA discipleship materials. I really love this part of the job, meeting up one-on-one with people and just sharing life with one another, whilst building them up towards Christ-like maturity! I reckon that’s how the Kingdom of God is built – one individual at a time!

I also meet up regularly with my mentors which I’ll tell you more about in my next newsletters!

Returnees and Graduates’ Workshop

I finally conducted my first workshop (*Gasp*)! Well, I wasn’t alone as I had a lot of help from Lisa, our other trainee and David Graieg, an ex-OCFer. It was a cosy nine of us altogether, so it made it easier on my nerves since it was a small group. Between the three of us, we shared on topics such as preparing to go home/graduate, our own experience as a returnee/graduate, the Australian work culture, and the taboo topic of money, money, money! We ended the session by getting the students to write a letter to God about their spiritual goals for the next 5 years, seal it, address it to themselves, and we will arrange for it to be sent to their homes when they least expect to receive them!

So what else have I been up to?

Hmm… what other exciting thing have I been up to? Oh I just celebrated my birthday not too long ago! J Thank God for 25 years of life on this earth! Had a meaningful and restful time reflecting and praying and planning by the little pond in Piney Lakes Reserve nearby. Just hit me that it all seems rather surreal that I’m actually here in Perth doing this traineeship! Was reflecting on my journey since my first conviction in December 2005 and just utterly amazed at how God had made it possible leading up to this!

Tough lessons learnt

Unfortunately (or fortunately?), it has not been all a bed of roses so far. I can see the hand of God truly working and teaching me some difficult lessons of humility, trust and dependence: from learning to let go of financial worries, to struggling with autonomy, to eating some nasty-tasting humble pie. But in all, God is to be glorified.

Praise and Thanksgiving points:

  1. Thank God for His financial provision so far! I cannot stress how much this has stretched my trust and faith in Him.
  2. Thank God for Lisa who has been of tremendous help assisting me into the swing of things and getting my expectations right.
  3. Thank God for a time of solitude during my birthday!
  4. Praise God for the work that He is doing in me through my successes as well as failures.

Prayer points:

  1. For Lisa as she finishes her stint end of this year! Please pray as she thinks and plans for her future journey from here.
  2. For continual guidance in the areas God wants me to work on. May my ideas and desires be submitted unto His authority.
  3. For continual sustenance for the remaining 4 weeks of my Bible College semester. 5 assignments down, 5 more to go. Ah!
  4. That I will continue to find time to spend with God amidst the busyness of studies and work!

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Past week...

Last week was busy busy busy! Finally nailed down my Ethics assignment on the environment. Yes, Christians SHOULD Be GREEN! Why? Because:
1. this earth is not ours, it belongs to God
2. God has given us responsibility to care for it
3. God values creation - which can be seen in His redemption of it through Christ!

Anyway, did a workshop for the Returnees & Graduates on Saturday, together with Lisa and Dave Graieg. Then, drove to Maida Vale (half hour's drive away from where I stay) to the Murdoch Local Committee (LC) Retreat. So spent the rest of Sat and Sun there, listening (& occasionally participating) in with the planning & stuff for next year!

Phew! Tired tired tired.. but it was good. Study break this week, but have to work on ... 4 essays, 1 sermon, and 1 LC training workshop thingo within 2 weeks! Therefore... to gear me up for it...

I am having a personal Retreat tomorrow! Hahaha.. since the LC's get their retreats, why not me? So will be spending half my time in the lounge room in my house (I love the cushiony chairs!), and the other half (or maybe just one hour) at Piney Lakes - some Park with a lake...

Pray that it'd be a meaningful time spent reflecting and praying and planning!

Saturday, September 22, 2007

life lessons.. still tough..

Its been a tough but humbling week. Can't share more details but suffice to say that God is teaching me to "wash one another's feet", even when they don't want it washed!

Whatever happened this week highlighted to me the extent of Jesus' love for us, that while we were still sinners, his enemies, when we didn't want him in our lives... he served and died for us.

I can't say that I've totally come out of what upset me recently, but I know I've moved on a little bit. It'd be a long journey but may God continue to lead me step by step!

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Otherwise...

I'm very happy with the grades for my first two assignments! Praise God!

Currently working on an essay: "Should Christians be Green?"... (ooo that's the colour of my blog background too.. haha..)... anyway feel like I'm losing momentum already.. I reckon having to write one essay a week is a wee bit too much for me! And I'm just taking the normal load of 4 units! Ah!

Jonathan & Soong Leng will be away later part of the week. Will be inviting some girls over for a small dinner gathering.. pray that I don't burn my cooking!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

life lessons.. tough...

Patience & humility.. I reckon that's what God is trying to teach me now.. cos I'm rather frustrated & annoyed by something that happened.. God help me!


Monday, September 17, 2007

discipline - to stop working!

My eyes feel like they're about to pop out soon. Its almost 1 am and I'm rushing for my next book review due on Thursday. Why the rush when there's another 3 days to work on it? Because there are more assignments to conquer! Not to mention having to prepare for the returnees' workshop held next week and meeting up with Elaine on Tuesday for discipleship! And a full day at college on Wednesday!

Oh for the life of my eyes I think I just need to hit the sack now. One just needs to learn how to "give up" when its appropriate to!

So here's to all you hard workers who don't know when to stop working - Stop when your body tells you to! (Not to mention when your wife/friend/family tells you to too!)

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Prayer.. do I really believe in its power?

My Bible reading today is from Luke 7:1-10, the story about the centurion whose faith surprised Jesus. He believed that Jesus could heal his servant who was dying, even without stepping foot into his house. "...say the word, and my servant will be healed."

Essentially, this man believed that Jesus was a man of authority - authority over even sickness & death. Jesus in turn was "amazed at him... he said, "I tell you, I have not found such great faith even in Israel."

I was challenged by this story -
  1. Jesus had the authority & power to act.
  2. It showed me the kind of faith the centurion had.
  3. (Putting 1 & 2 together), it showed me the kind of faith I had, or lack thereof, that Jesus had the authority & power to act!
Reflecting on my own prayer life lately - although I have been praying and having regular prayer times... and yes, I do have some quality time with God during those times.. but.. I realised, that something was still amiss. I know I should pray, and I have been praying.. but was I really convinced that God was going to work through those prayers? Or was I praying because I knew it was the right thing to do, and that God may work through them?

To illustrate one of my recent struggles: Say I'm following up with one of the girls. Now my preference would be to meet up every week if possible - and the thought of meeting up a fortnight causes me to be a little uneasy. I have difficulty trusting that they will be alright during the two weeks that we don't meet... Although I pray for them, I have difficulty just letting go & trusting that God will continue to work in them in the meantime... In a sense, I pray but I don't know whether I could really trust that things will go well??

Quite arrogant isn't it? To think that I'm the one making the difference & not merely the tool in which God uses?!

So its quite a knife in the heart.. but this quote from the Encounter with God materials was really helpful in putting the finger on my issue:

Faith must be based on an understanding of Jesus' authority if it is to have any meaning. Are our prayers based on the vague conviction that God, acting in and through Jesus, might be able to do something, or are they based on the conviction that we are coming to the King of the Universe who has ultimate authority over all things? This is not to say that we will always get what we ask, for God has authority over us too, but it is to say that we can afford to come and make our requests in the total conviction that he has the power to act.

.... So what's going to change? Now I can pray with more confidence, not in my own feeble prayers... but in the God who has the power and authority to answer them!

Friday, September 07, 2007

Amazing Generosity....!

Just found out that someone anonymously donated AUD$2000 to my work here in OCF!
Wow..! Praise God!

If you are the one, could you just please drop me a line so that I can personally thank you? You cannot imagine how grateful I am!
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!

And yes, THANK YOU to ALL OF YOU who have pledged and contributed diligently to my needs here too! No amount is too small in God's eyes, and in mine too! Really really appreciate the sacrifices that you have made too so that I may have this privilege to serve in OCF WA.

And THANK YOU to all who have diligently PRAYed for me too. God is taking good care of me, and I know He will continue to equip and empower me for His work!

All Praise and Glory to God my Provider!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

prayer meet..

Praise God! I can finally put the book review aside. My lecturer is happy with it! Phew!!
Now... to the next assignment on the book of Jeremiah... Here we go again!!

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Had an enjoyable time at the Murdoch prayer meet just now. It was a potbless dinner, but I only joined them for the prayer part. Always encouraging to carry each others' burdens. Pray that this prayer meeting will grow!

done done done..?

Finally my book review is done! Thank God!! Cross my fingers that it meets the requirement! Going to show it to my lecturer later... Argh!!! I don't want to rework it!!!

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On a more interesting note, I just finished my mentoring course last night. Its been an awesome 6 weeks learning about the different skills in this area. I really appreciate the times when we're "forced" to mentor one another during the course, getting feedback and observing how others do it. I'm really encouraged to see myself grow in using those relational skills as well, though I still need lots of practice! Well I suppose its just like driving a car. You need to do it to learn it! So I'll just have to do it! So who wants to sign up as my guinea pig? =P

Monday, September 03, 2007

finish line in sight!

Almost there.. almost there.. just need another 400 words.. someone give me some inspiration with this book review!!

Eek..!!

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Sunday service

Good sermon today by Graham - Psalm 8, my favourite Psalm! Good reminder of our significance to the Creator of the universe, despite how small we may feel! We are indeed greatly loved!

1 O LORD, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!
You have set your glory
above the heavens.

2 From the lips of children and infants
you have ordained praise
because of your enemies,
to silence the foe and the avenger.

3 When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,

4 what is man that you are mindful of him,
the son of man that you care for him?

5 You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings
and crowned him with glory and honor.

6 You made him ruler over the works of your hands;
you put everything under his feet:

7 all flocks and herds,
and the beasts of the field,

8 the birds of the air,
and the fish of the sea,
all that swim the paths of the seas.

9 O LORD, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

caught in a ditch...

Struggling with my book review... never written one before... 1500 words?! How?!

Am I allowed to read other people's review of the book and then use their ideas (with due acknowledgment of course)? Or is it plainly MY own critique of the book?

Yikes.. hopefully Pastor Max & Auntie Patsy will be able to help tomorrow... *HeELp!*

encouragement.. & some tickling..!

Study break for me this week! Trying to get my assignments out of the way before I get way too busy!

Dropped by Vickery House on Tuesday - to visit the 2 non-Christian girls I met from camp. Was very encouraged to know that they've been attending OCF Curtin every Friday, and they enjoyed the evangelistic talk by Ronnie Fung last Friday. One of them commented that Ronnie was a good speaker, and that his message was so short (only 30 minutes!). That's the first time I've heard any non-Christian being so enthusiastic about wanting to hear more! (or am I just interpreting what was said matter-of-fact-ly to suit my "itching ears"?!)

We were just catching up over lunch, and I had the chance to walk them through the books of the Bible, briefly explaining the categories of the books (e.g. Gospels, Epistles, Historical books etc.). Also found out that they were attending a replacement Bible study that night instead of playing badminton with some friends. Wow! Praise the Lord!

Just what I need once a while - to see the work of the Lord in the lives of individuals - that makes my day! =)
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The Subicare Bible Study (BS) group I'm in is starting on a new book - Esther. OoooO.. half contemplating whether I should buy the Veggie tales DVD on Esther just to show everyone else in the group. Absolutely love the part where Haman was plotting to kill Mordecai by hanging him but the plan backfired on himself.. only that in Veggie Tales, killing was too violent for the kids, so they've modified instead to....
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Eternal banishment to the IPT: Island of Perpetual Tickling!

Imagine a hooded figure entering the scene (often portrayed as death), but instead of a sickle, he has a feather instead! Tickle tickle tickle!! Poor poor Haman.. he'd be laughing himself to death..! Boy, I reckon having to be tickled forever IS quite unbearable!! Of course, unless you're not ticklish to start with!
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Friday, August 24, 2007

10 blue bottles sitting on the wall...

Finally finished the last Harry Potter book. Phew! What an ending! No, I'm not going to reveal it if you haven't read it.. haha..

(Btw, my New Testament lecturer, who also teaches the Greek language, amusingly told us that her kids got her the Harry Potter & the Philosopher's Stone book.. written in Ancient Greek! )

Since THAT's out of the way, I have one less excuse to procrastinate on my assignments now. Reading the book was meant to be a reward for finishing one assignment 2 weeks in advance! Weeheee! One down.. Nine more to go!

So.. I reckon I should be busy the next few days trying to manage a book review (alas not Potter!).. "What's so amazing about grace" - Philip Yancey", and an Old Testament assignment on the book of Jeremiah.. eek..

Will also be preparing a workshop for returnees with Lisa, so that should be fun~ My first attempt at conducting/facilitating a workshop! I know some of my friends in Canberra have had countless of experiences doing those, not to mention getting out there to preach whilst still being students.. haha... amazing..

So.. if you're a RETURNEE reading this... maybe you'd like to share some ideas with me? hehe.. like "what do u know NOW that u wished u knew before u started working/returned home?" haha.. I suppose I should start by asking myself that.. hmm..

Friday, August 17, 2007

short update..

Been slacking from my blogging~ =(

Its the end of week 4 of Bible college term now, and boy I've learnt so much! I must say that I find the theology unit rather mind-boggling, and am secretly (well no longer a secret after this!) rejoicing that there aren't exams for it! Only essays and research assignments.. phew~~!

Enjoying the Christian ethics class tremendously..! I reckon that's probably the unit which I can draw direct applications out of more easily this semester.

Assignments - attempting a New Testament assignment about the coming of the Holy Spirit in Acts 2, 8 and 10. OoOo... controversial issue, but its been fun researching the different views about it and trying to come up with a conclusion myself. I reckon my conclusion is: There is just NO conclusion! muahahaha.. easy huh? =)

There's a book review, and a tutorial presentation for the Ethics class.. can't wait to start on that one: "Should Christians be green?" (i.e. environmental friendly?).. Ok, perhaps that's quite a straightforward one as opposed to something like "Divorce and remarriage"..
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Have started my regular meetings with my ministry mentor - Pastor Max and his wife, Patsy. Good to have someone more experienced in ministry to guide me through areas that I probably would never know existed..

Then there's meeting up with my OTHER mentor - guess who? Angel Ling.. (yes Ling no longer Voon.. haha..). Lots of laughs and coffee of course!
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Did I mention that my church back in KL generously contributed RM5000 to my "mission" here? Yeah, thank God! Now please pray that the AUD-RM exchange rate will drop so that I make the most out of that amount.. ok, sounds like a very selfish thing to pray for!

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Photos of Winter Camp

Here's the link!

http://ocfwa.ocfaustralia.org/wintercamp/gallery/2007/index.html

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Officially started! (E-mail update)

It has been a while since I last wrote, mainly because the past few weeks after winter camp have been relatively relaxing for me. It was a good time catching up on some reading, spending quality time in silence and solitude with God, and increasing in dependence through prayer. Thank God for such time to be able to better prepare myself for the tasks ahead, mainly Bible College and the demands of the OCF traineeship.

Bible College – Baptist Theological College

Attended the Orientation Day 2 weeks ago and it was enjoyable. We started with a chapel service which was led by some students of the Bible College, followed by a sharing from the Principal. The College’s motto is “Think, Do, Become” – Think what you’ve never thought, Do what you’ve never done, Become who you’ve never been”. Pretty stimulating don’t you think?

I was inspired by the lecturers as they shared their passion for teaching their particular areas of expertise. Even the thought of studying the Hebrew language sounded terribly exciting after the lecturer gave his spiel!

Another interesting aspect about the curriculum is that every Wednesday morning is devoted to a time of what is called “Formation Wednesday”. It is “a time to integrate heart, head and hands in a community setting” - basically a time to get into the practical skills of ministry. As part of the program, there will be time for accountability groups, practical ministry, community worship and lunch (which we take turns cooking in groups)! This semester’s practical ministry sessions include an elective called “Preaching for Dummies”, much to my delight!

Lectures have since started and frankly, there has been a lot of information to digest, not to mention the amount of assessments I need to fulfill as part of the course. So please pray that I can keep up!

(For those interested, I am taking 4 subjects: The early New Testament Church (Acts & the Epistles), From Israel to Judea (from 8th century BC to exile to restoration), Foundations of Theology (Systematic Theology), Introduction to Christian Ethics (I really like this one!))

OCF Traineeship

Not much has progressed since the students have been on holidays. But I do thank God for the opportunities I’ve had to talk with Lisa (the other trainee), and to some of the student leaders about the various OCF centres and their needs. I have also been assigned to help out with OCF Murdoch, which is of great convenience because I stay nearby Murdoch University.

Thank God also for providing a course on “Mentoring” that I am currently attending (with a few other OCFers). As one who desires (and expected) to mentor students, I just can’t express how timely this course is to better equip myself for the task.

Also attended OCF Perth’s first meeting on Friday, where a speaker was invited to speak on servanthood. Using an analogy from the business world, the speaker said that if we were to “serve” our bosses and company, we would make the company’s agenda, our agenda. Typically, this would mean working efficiently and making profits for the company.

Similarly, if we were to serve God, we are to make God’s agenda, our agenda. This would mean serving His body – His people and placing their interests above ours. It was encouraging to see students being challenged to align their agendas to meet God’s – a challenge that calls not only for sacrifices, but in essence an outright denial of self interest. But what a marvellous example we have in Jesus, who is the ultimate embodiment of a servant, who himself is God, but gave up that right to be our exchange on the cross! Praise God indeed!

Praise and Prayer points:

  1. Thank God for the time of solitude in which I can be strengthened in my inner being.
  2. Thank God for the different avenues He’s using to equip me – Bible college, Mentoring course, OCF meetings
  3. Thank God also for part of the finances that have come in just in the nick of time (i.e. before I officially start the traineeship). Please continue to pray that I will be able to raise the remaining amount!
  4. Please continue to pray for guidance in the areas I should focus on, the students I should mentor etc.
  5. That I may get to know the students better (especially the leaders)
  6. For wisdom to set my priorities right as I balance both studies in Bible college and the relationships with students

Thank you for reading and praying!

Thursday, July 12, 2007

gold nuggets?

Another fun lunch with Connie, Spring and Glenna at Vickery House. Unfortunately Radha got a call to work so couldn't join us. Played another round of Rummy-O or Rummikub or Gin Rummy, whatever u wanna call it.. hehe.. Had a short game of tennis - more like hitting & picking up balls as we were all amateurs!

Had a sneak peek at Baptist Theological College - like I just saw the sign by the side of the road.. haha.. but am excited about starting my semester there soon and Orientation next Wednesday!

Catching Harry Potter tonight - hope to get good seats!

So how have I been going with my journaling? Two entries so far.. not too bad.. and its been helpful to bring clarity to my thoughts/reflections etc.

Been reading "Courageous Leadership" by Bill Hybels lately (after I finished with Gordon McD). A nugget of encouragement: "...in the early days of this church, nothing deepened my trust in the goodness, grace, and miracle-working power of God like the financial pressures that we faced every week... Don't underestimate the value of the spiritual growth that will take place in you and in your church as you address these resource challenges."

I read this when I was at my lowest emotionally lately - struggling with the issue that I have yet raised enough money for my traineeship. It was uplifting to be reminded not to give up hoping, praying and trusting God for His providence. I know something will work out eventually; but its the waiting that stretches me most. Nothing has really changed with the figures since then, but at least I've been given an extra boost of hope.. to carry on hoping.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Subiaco Church..

3rd week attending Subi church - a pleasurable experience so far. Since Soong Leng has been involved with teaching the kids in the morning, I've had the chance to be at church before the 2nd service starts and kept myself busy with the prayer meeting happening at that time.

It wasn't exactly one of those "well since I'm already here, I might as well join in the prayer meeting" type of decision. While I must say that it has been rather convenient these 2 weeks, I've been thinking more lately about disciplining my prayer life, and thought that joining the prayer meeting would be a good way to start.

The group that meets are primarily of the older generation - while not entirely to my surprise, it drove back the observation that Gordon McD makes:

"Have u ever noticed that most faithful intercessors seem to be older ppl? Why? One reason may be that they have had to simplify their activities. But also note that older ppl may have become aware that intercession is much more effective than hours of unprayerful activity. And of course, experience through trial and error has taught them the wisdom of leaning on the reliable strength of God."

I hope it'd be something I'll learn way before I turn 50!
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The message at church today was an excellent reminder of what we truly value as our treasure. Timon preached from Matthew 13:44-46.
"The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.

"Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it.

The kingdom of heaven (which refers to our relationship with God) is likened to a man who found a great treasure or pearl, and gave up all he had to gain it. Interestingly, Jesus told this story in context of another point He was making (Matt 13:37-43 & 47-51) - that at the end of time when God judges the world, there will only be 2 destinations for each of us - the realities of either heaven or hell. And a relationship with Jesus is the only way to get us to heaven. In light of this, no wonder Jesus should be treasured!! cos He's our ONLY hope and form of rescue from hell.

Timon then ended with an illustration : Say I gave you a parachute and said "Here, wear this - it'd make your flight more enjoyable." While u're wearing it, u'd probably find that over time, it'd be uncomfortable, a little bit heavy etc.

But if I said to you "Look, this plane that you're on is going to have an engine malfunction in an hour's time. Here's a parachute". You'd be clinging on to it for dear life!! That parachute will be your treasure!

The question is asked about us: Is my relationship with God MY treasure? Or is it just ONE of my treasures? What we value, we spend on - time, money, even life itself! Some food for reflection indeed..

Friday, July 06, 2007

Winter Camp (E-mail update)

It’s about time I updated you about what happened last week at the OCF WA Winter Camp – to the glory and praise of our Lord Jesus Christ!

It was a 5-day camp, filled with lots of good laughs and a meaningful time getting to know God and the students. I went to camp expecting that my primary and only task was to get to know the students. Little did I know that God was preparing a surprise for me, much to my delight!

I was approached by Lisa, the current trainee, asking whether I would be interested in sitting in a special Bible study group led by an OCFer – Glenna, for the rest of the camp. This special group was catered for non-Christians, of which there were a fantastic four of them in the camp (all girls by the way). Lisa on the other hand, would join the other groups during their Bible study sessions.

Much to my discredit, my first thought was “Hmm... but I thought I’m just here to relax and get to know people!” But since I didn’t really mind joining the group, and that I’ve got a wee bit of experience in leading and being part of such groups, I had a go at it anyway.

Needless to say, it was the best thing that could have happened to me during the camp. I was very much reminded of the great time I’ve had leading “Discovering Jesus” groups whilst in OCF Canberra, and found myself drawing from my experience then. (Thanks Chong Wei for your faithful guidance in the past!)

However, this time I wasn’t doing the leading, as that was Glenna’s job! =) Nevertheless it gave me great joy seeing how some of the non-Christian girls started with zero knowledge of Christianity, and ending up hearing the gospel about Jesus’ rescue mission for humanity. As I shared with some friends later on, it was as if my heart skipped a beat every time the girls seemed to get closer and closer to understanding God’s love for them.

Other highlights of the camp included getting to know some of the other students and learning more of the culture of the fellowship. While I have yet to have a proper chat with Lisa, it was good to have a chance to observe some of the things she did as a trainee during the camp (e.g. conducting workshops, sitting in committee meetings etc.).

Praise and Prayer points:

  1. Praise God for the winter camp and the committee who was faithful in organising it!
  2. Pray for follow up with the girls in the group.
  3. For God’s guidance as I continue to think about the areas of interest in which I should focus my energy and time on during this traineeship.
  4. For God’s providence financially.
  5. That Jesus must become greater and I must become less (John 3:30).

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Order in the garden..

Did I mention that I'm going to try and start and continue to keep a journal? Haha.. well, I suppose this blog is meant to be some sort of a journal.. but I reckon its a little bit too public for some thoughts to be written down..

Recently, I've been reading the book by Gordon McDonald - "Ordering Your Private World". Its a book that highlights the importance of us putting order into our private life, or "inner garden" as Gordon likes to term it. Without this order in our inner garden, we can possibly thrive on short term talents and successes, but the long term effects of stresses is bound to take a toll on us.

He starts the book with an illustration of what he calls the "sinkhole syndrome". Sinkholes occur in the ground when underground streams dry up during a drought, thereby causing the surface ground to lose its underlying support. The surface then sinks in, bringing along people, buildings and anything else that was on it.

Similarly, our lives can end up in a sinkhole. We may find that because we have never learned to build the inner support that we need, we cave in to the pressures of life at some point in time. He suggests that, in order for us to remain standing at those times, we must, at a much earlier stage, been consistently cultivating the inner strength that we need to face those rough times.

Needless to say, the only way we can gain such strength is from a consistent communion with God Himself. As a Christian, one has probably been taught at an early stage of the importance of a daily "quiet time" with God. While to many of us, this has come to mean reading the Bible and praying, Gordon brings much insight when he ask this of a pastor he came in contact with "Are you taking time regularly to order your inner life?"

Had he ask it in a different way, i.e. "How is your quiet time?", the pastor could have answered it quite simply in terms of days, hours, minutes, systems or techniques. But because he used the word "order", it was one of quality, not quantity.

As I cruised along with Gordon in this book, I am drawn and attracted to the type of inner spiritual life that he so emphatically exhorts us to have. To be able to say as E. Stanley Jones did on his deathbed, describing the strength of his spirit "The innermost strands are the strongest. I need no outer props to hold up my faith, for my faith holds me."

Gordon McD suggests 5 issues that we need to look at in our quest of ordering our private world
1. Motivation
2. Use of time
3. Wisdom and knowledge
4. Spiritual strength
5. Restoration

I don't think I have done justice of giving a good review to Gordon McD's book - but nevertheless, I hope you'd get the book and read it for yourself (if you haven't already done so), for its highly recommended to all who wants to take their walk with God seriously.

Ok, so how is all this related to me keeping a journal? Gordon McD suggests that journalling helps one meditate and reflect on what God wants to teach us - through our Bible reading, praying, thinking. It is a discipline that enables one to put down in words one's thoughts, through which God can bring to mind. It enables deep reflection on one's life, which can only be done through silence and solitude.

For the past few years, I've tried journalling for some time (though not consistently). During those times, I did find myself being more in tune with the rumblings of my heart, of the 'little' things that God was doing in my life, of being strengthened with peace from above. Sooo.. fingers crossed that I won't give it up half way again.. here's to a fresh new attempt - this time, with much more discipline and intentionality to Order my Private World! =)

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Shopping...

I'm getting confused of how I should actually use this blog.. haha.. I've been mainly putting up my e-mail updates about my Cambodia trip, but haven't really used it to record down more day to day stuff.

Oh well, I suppose I can do both.. put up my e-mail updates.. AND write about other stuff =)

I know I haven't talked much about Winter Camp yet, but am planning to write that in my e-mail update.. (which I haven't gotten down to doing yet..). So I'll leave it till later..

Went shopping with Glenna and a few other girls I met at Winter Camp - Connie, Spring & Radha. Was more "window" shopping for me, as I ended up buying nothing. But it was still a good time learning to take the bus from my place to Curtin Uni, and then back again. Feels much safer now that I at least know how to get around on my own a bit =)

Connie, Spring & Radha are three non-Christian girls I met at the Winter Camp. Oh well, I guess I'd need to reveal more about what happened at the camp to give a bit more of "context".. I ended up joining the group for non-Christians, much to my surprise (& delight). Anyway, today was just an outing to hang out together (with Glenna the group leader) at Carousel Shopping Centre. We ended up playing this game "Rummy-O" at Vickery House (the girls' hostel area) with Lemuel, another OCFer. Oh boy, its such an addictive game.. and really fun too.. and Lemuel only got it for $20! Ah@!

So I anticipate dropping by Vickery House more frequently now.. especially in the next few weeks before Bible College starts!